Ibaruwa Diane Yasize
Iminsi icumi yari ishize Diane ashyinguwe. Ubutayu bwo mu mutima wanjye bwari bukimeze nk’inkambi idatuwamo. Sinashakaga kuvuga, sinashakaga gusohoka, sinashakaga n’ibyo kurya. Ibyo abantu bavugaga—“komera”, “yakubereye umugisha”, “ihangane”—byose byamberaga ubusa.
Ijoro rimwe, nari nicaye ku ntebe yo mu nguni imwe muri salon, nkingiranye mu gicuku nk’icyo umutima wanjye wari urimo. Nari mfite telefone ye mu ntoki, nayibonye mu bikoresho bye kuko nabisigaranye. Nari naririnze kuyikoraho, ariko uwo mugoroba hari ikintu cyankuruye nk’ijwi riturutse ahandi.
Narayifunguye. Nageze ku butumwa bwa nyuma yanditse, ndabufungura. Ntibwari ubutumwa bwohererejwe umuntu ahubwo bwari note yanditse kuri application ye yandikagamo. Yaravuze ati:
“Niba usomye ubu butumwa, ndahamya ko igihe cyanjye cyageze. Ntabwo nshaka ko ubabara gusa, ahubwo ndashaka ko wibuka. Ndashaka ko ukomeza guhumeka urukundo twagize. Nurangiza gusoma, ujye ku gasanduku gato kari munsi y’igitanda, aho ubika impapuro zawe. Hari icyo nagusigiye.”
Nahise mpaguruka, sinabitekereje kabiri. Nafunguye wa murundo w’impapuro nari naribagiwe. Hasi y’izo mpapuro, hariho agasanduku gato, gakozwe mu biti. Karimo ibaruwa, karimo ifoto yacu ku munsi wa mbere twagiye i Nyungwe, ndetse n’impapuro ziriho poèmes yanditse mu mezi yo kwivuza.
Narafunguye, ntangira gusoma ibaruwa.
Ibaruwa ya Diane:
“Corneille wanjye,
Ubu ndi mu nzira ishobora kutazagaruka. Ariko si urugendo rujya ahabi. Ni urugendo rugenda rwihuta, rujya aheza. Sinshaka ko usigara mu mwijima, ahubwo ndashaka ko usigara mu rukundo rwacu.
*Ndacyibuka igihe twagiye bwa mbere kuri ya restaurant y’i Nyarutarama. Wari wambajije niba nkunda indabo. Naragusekaga nk’uwikandagira, ariko wari umaze kuntuma ikirahure cy’umutima wanjye. Ku munsi w’ihuriro ry’abana, twaririmbanaga nk’abari bonyine mu rusengero, mu gihe rwarimo amagana. Wari umusore utuje, ariko umutima wawe waragurumanaga. Ntabwo nigeze nkubwira ko ibyo byanyihamagariraga—buri munsi.”
Igihe uzabona iyi baruwa, uzaba uri mu bubabare. Ariko urukundo rwacu, rwari rwuzuye amahoro. Rwuzuye ibihe bitazibagirana. Ndabizi ko uzahura n’amaganya, n’urukumbuzi, n’icyuho. Ariko igisha… igisha umutima wawe kwemera ko Diane atagiye, ahubwo yagiye ahandi kukurindira.
*Ndagukunda, kandi nzahora ngutegereje aho ukuri kw’abakundanye kuzasubiranira.”
Ibyo nasomaga byose byangwaga ku mutima nk’imvura yimena ku gitare cyumye. Iminsi twagiranye yatangiye kunyuramo mu bitekerezo nk’amafilimi asubizwa inyuma. Muri iryo joro, nahise niyicarira mu ijambo rimwe: “ibuka.”
Maze kwitegereza ya foto twafashe ku munsi twagiriyeho i Nyungwe, nibuka uko urukundo rwacu rwari rusize umwimerere. Hari mu kwezi kwa Kanama, izuba ryari ritamanzuye, ariko rishyushye bihagije. Diane yambaye ikanzu y’ubururu bwo ku mazi, afite agatambaro yizirikaga ku mutwe. Narebaga umutima we mu maso ye. Twari twicaye ku gasongero ka pariki, tureba inyoni ziguruka, rimwe na rimwe tugatereka akaguru ku kandi tukarebana mu maso, tukisetsa nta mpamvu.
“Mbwira impamvu wankunze,” naramubajije.
Yarasekaga, anyegera gake, amfata akaboko. Aravuga:
“Nagukunze kuko utigeze unyibutsa ko mfite inkovu, ahubwo wambaye inkovu zange kugira ngo twambarane. Wanyumvise mbere yo kumbaza.”
Twajyaga dusangira igitondo ku cyumweru, tugakora umutobe w’imbuto twenyine. Hari igihe twarangizaga kwitegura tukicara ku ntebe ya veranda, tukandika ibintu 10 buri wese akunda ku wundi. Nibuka rimwe yanditse kuri jye:
- Uko ureba iyo uri mu bitekerezo byinshi
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Uko usoma igitabo nk’uwagifunguriye umutima
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Uko ushobora kuntega amatwi ntacyo uvuga
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Uko utajya unseka iyo ndimo kwivugisha
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Uko unshyira imbere, ndetse no ku ifunguro ry’icyumweru ukanzirikana ngo dusangire
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Uko utambwira ko unkunda buri munsi ariko ukabinyereka buri kanya
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Uko umpumuriza utari umuganga
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Uko utekereza ko nduta byinshi kandi ndi umuntu usanzwe
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Uko utinya kunsoma mu ruhame ariko ukabikora iyo nta muntu ureba
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Uko unyita “ubuzima” mu buryo butandukanye n’uko abandi babivuga.
Nabyibutse byose—uko twahimbaga indirimbo tutazi kuririmba, uko twandikiranaga inyuguti za “x” na “o” ku mpapuro twabaga dufite, uko twasangiraga igikoma, uko yansabye kumufasha guteka ifunguro ry’iminsi mikuru, kandi akanyemerera kumubwira uko urukundo ruryoshya ibiryo.
Mu mezi ya nyuma, igihe imiti yari irimo imwica gake gake, ntiyigeze areka kunsoma mu maso, nubwo amaso ye yari ananiwe. Igihe kigeze, yansabye kumanika ifoto yacu ku rukuta rw’icyumba. Yarambwiye ati:
“Numva nshaka ko igihe najyenda, uzajya ureba iyi foto ukibuka ko ibyiza bibaho.”
Iryo joro, nasize ibaruwa ye aho ku gitanda cyanjye, ntegereza ko izuba rirasa. Ku nshuro ya mbere, sinagize isoni zo kurira. Amarira yanjye yari nk’ikiraro, kiri hagati y’uwari yagiye n’uwari usigaye. Nahise niyemeza: sinzibagirwa, sinzazimya urukundo twagize, sinzafunga umutima wanjye.
Ariko se, n’iyo wasubira mu byiza, urukumbuzi rwabaye umusonga—wabasha rwose kongera kubaho?
Igice cya 3: Ubutumwa mu Nzozi
Mu gice gikurikira uzasanga Corneille atangira guhura n’akandi kanyamuneza gatunguranye mu nzozi, aho Diane amugaragarira kenshi. Aratekereza niba ari we umusangiza ako kanyamuneza, cyangwa niba umutima we uri kumukora mu mutwe…
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